I keep thinking, what would we have done to celebrate this year? Where would we have gone and whom would he have wanted to invite? These photos are form last year when we went to a safari park, see the giraffe in the background??
I didn't go to church. May 1 is also our much-loved directors birthday and for the last three years, he has included Pedro in his celebration. They always get sung to together at church and the Lazars have invited us out to celebrate with them. I couldn't face being at church and everyone singing to Steve and Pedro not being there too.
I miss him so much.
I think about what things we would be talking about and new adventures we would have together. We were trying to learn all the countries in Africa when he died. What would we be learning now?
Would he finally be taller than me? I think he would have.
I miss my sweet boy.
Our last photo taken together, June 2010